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Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • Funny Imagination

    Today, I was at In-N_Out having my burger lunch. Suddently, a funny imagination came across my mind. Now, I got to sit down and tell about this imagination, and the actual things that happened which was based on.

    The actual moment happened like back when I was in middle school. Duh, not the middle school here, or else it defeated the purpose and the funniness of the imagination.
    In my middle school, each class (of course the definition of class is different from the one here) would take turn being the discipline guard (whatever they were called, the class had to clean up the places of the school and stand at the school gate to keep the people tidy).
    So that week was my class's turn. On Friday of that week, after the noon-nap break, some classmates came back from outside of the classroom, saying that there was a foreign English teacher at the gate charting with them. It was the school's weird policy that they hired an actual English speaking person, or certificated teacher, to come every Friday, but only to teach that one class (definately not my class, and there were more ridiculous stuff about the English level in THAT class).
    Anyway, after they came back to the classroom, they suggested me to go down and talk to that teacher. But, whatever the reason was, I didn't go down to meet him.

    So, here comes the funny imagination part.
    Since they were all excited and I should go down and greet that person. Then I listlessly walked down the stares and aimed at the gate. Then, when I finally stand in front of him, my mouth opened and splited out this,
    こんにちは!
    And beyond that, I could see his mouth dropped with the classic cartoonish surprised look.

    The End!

Wednesday, 07 October 2009

  • A Fun/Weird Trip

    After I dropped the scary ES class, I only have two for today. After I walked with Nick to MJ (not Michael Jackson), I began my trip of today.

    First, I dropped off at Office Max. Office Max really sucks. They advertise ink refilling for $10 (black), but (smallen the condition which is) you have to buy certain printers (or related stuff) for a certain amount to get that $10 deal. Anyway, false advertisement doesn't concern me that much. So I started to look for gel pens. At the pen section, I saw purple ballpoint, but only one box left plus it's been opened. Fail. Then found gel pens, but only in size 0.7mm. Another Fail. Then, looked at Tul©'s rollerpoint pens. To my surprise. Single sale cost about $1.49, but a pack of four cost $9.99, and a pack of twelve cost $24.99. What's wrong with this stupid store? When I was walking to the check out counter, I wish the cashier would ask me "You find everything okay?" and then I would say "NO." Too bad Office Depot is no where near, and I don't even go to Staples before.

    Stop #2 is Borders. Because I dropped that class, I don't need the book anymore. Unfortunately, the lady at Borders asked me what's wrong with the book. Grr, Why do things like this happen? The question I waited was never asked, but the one I tried to avoid just hit me in the face. After the return, I wandered inside Borders flipping this book, flipping that book. It still occured to me that I should get that big cat book. Well, later if I can get my hand on the 40% coupon.

    Actually, Michael's should be stop #2, but somehow the roads in the mall were designed that way that I passed Michael's back (not even front). So Michael's became the stop #4. Stop #3 is In-N-Out Burger. I starved all day, finally got to eat In-N-Out burger.

    The trip to Michael's was weird. Halloween seems to be the only seasonal occation that has something to do with cats. There are two displays of cat at Michael's but unaffordable to me. Then, I randomly stared at some embellishment, but it's about dogs. What's with dogs? There are more dog stuffs than cat stuffs. After the cat vs. dog thing, the gliter of cupcakes caught my attention, but again I will purchase it when I can get a hold of the coupon.

    So that's the trip, but there is no cat to make my day.

Sunday, 04 October 2009

  • Long time no writing a thing on xanga. Well, somehow I turned xanga into a place to relieve pressure. That's so true, including this post.

    I remembered in the winter quarter when I used to sit in LC, get a computer, and start writing random things, enjoying/wasting time with Sarah. I miss having those days.

    I think the pressure come from school just started ten days ago. Plus, this is the last year for my degree which I have to fit in a lot of school work in very little time to earn what I work for the past three years.

    Tonight, I have difficulty making a decision to drop a class.

    Ten days ago, I was in a philosophy class that will fulfill my upper division humanity category. That day, I already felt my head hurt with the 'introduction.' Then, I swapped that class with a theater class that also fulfill the same requirement. Until now, the seeming hard part of the class is the research paper, but I kept the class and was glad it substituded the head dizzing class and still fulfill the requirement.

    The class I was thinking about dropping is one that fulfill cultural group and women requirement. At first, I think the class would be fun because the research assignment is based on an Asian family. Sadly until today/tonight, I faced the ebook reading on my computer screen, feeling the world has become so strange and disfuntioning to me. I picked an assigned question to answer (in discussion board). Somehow, I stared at the sentences I spent almost an hour typing. At that moment, I was trying to not admit the face that those sentences make no sense. To give a better justification, the materials I am reading, and going to be read, will be highly sociologically oriented. It is true that professor say the course is upper division and the readings and works should reflect that kind of 'crap'. They turned crap on me. That is the pressure exerted on me.

    The idea of dropping the class occured a few hours ago. Yet, I struggled to take the action. Probablly I was at the stage to ignore the fact that I cannot produce quality work and still think I can pass the class. No, I finally got to slowly skim the syllabus. Not only the readings will hit me hard, also the grading scares me. Well, thanks to Sarah for saying 'No guilt. No regret.' That helped push me to take the action.

    Oh, at the same time, I should give credit to Sarah, for she had taken many classes with me, and Nick, for he is my campus walking partner. It is so true that one can come up with a hundred, or even a thousand, of reasons no to do something. Here is a fun one, since I don't get credit for walking across the campus, I should drop the class. Anyway, thank you, friends. I don't have to kill myself. I feel better. "Screw it" say loud and be happy. Muhahahaha

Sunday, 17 May 2009

  • Get Drunk or Be Naive, either one is fine

    The idea of getting drunk becomes vivid all of a sudden. Maybe it's because a friend got drunk several days ago and started to talk crazy online. I'm sure I get this stupid idea from him. What his motive for drinking is, I have no idea. But, I'm pretty sure that I want to get drunk to escape something.

    Unfortunately, I'm experiencing my depression again. The worst part would be chronic. Anyway, I will never go to a doctor for this, for I simply can't offer it.

    Tonight, my depression got worse. That's why I still can't sleep. It's almost 3 a.m. I was just thinking, get drunk and fall asleep. Yet, I never get drunk, and I don't have alcohol. Yes, life sucks.

    I depress kinda for no reason. That's what I thought several days ago, after that friend has some weird talk. He made me think, and I certainly feel that my loneliness is coming back in a strong way.

    The secret has always been that I live in my dreams. Everything untrue and under control. Honestly, a drunk guy talking about the concept of love. Love for my parents and friends is hardly expressed, just because I grew up in a different culture. Love for me only exist in dreams. Romance is a thing for a 13 year old to dream about. Indeed, that might as well be the secret of me looking like a kid, or never ever be mature enough to deal with the real life issue.

    Whether my lovely Dalina is joking or not, I can't take the "couple" line at all. After all, I found the shadow of someone I deseprately hate. These real life issue, or as well as imaginary issue ache me to death. It's like a horor movie that got suck in the mind and unforgetable. After all, it soon will be the 9th year I spend, constructing my life around something I write. With that, curses laid on me, naive can't be pretend, yet cruel reality awaits every now and then.

Thursday, 23 April 2009

  • Too Tired

    Sarah has recently been very active on her Xanga. This had hit me hard 'cuz I just notice I haven't post anything for about two weeks.

    A note about what happen at the moment. I am sitting in upper floor of library. I got out of Stat 3031 early due to a stupid test and finished my lunch and checked out P-Chem textbook and finished my due today or tomorrow homework. Of course now I'm typing this boring Xanga. What I really want to say is this stupid keyboard sucks. For it's stupid Shift key didn't want to function correctly. For two, something wrong with the position, and my arms somehow hurt while typing.

    A further note. People started to get interested in how I look. Immediate response is: "Grrr." It's not my favor to take pictures and even post pictures on social network. That's why I don't use facebook nor myspace. Well, I have already seen that Sarah has her fun in front of her webcam. For the time being, I will just sit at the corner and stares at her.

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

Friday, 03 April 2009

  • My dream ring

    Last month, my mom started to watch GemsTV. Yeah, just watching those jeweries sparkle on the TV screen.

    Until these several days, I got myself in and purchased some nice looking jeweries. I think the prices are affordable, well duh, or else I won't even buy them =D.

    Today, they have an Easter Sale and within the same hour, they present several Tanzanite gold/w.gold rings. OMG, the tanzanite sparkles with the surrounding diamonds. MEOW, i want one, i want one, i want one. <~ Too bad, this kitty loves sparkling things.

    This is the 4th ring they show. Really unlike the three rings they show previously, this one is w.gold. I personally like w.gold. Y.gold just makes me look older. So yeah, so far this is my dream ring. I SHOULD'VE ASK MY BF TO BUY IT FOR ME! RAWR!!

    What do you think? The final low price for this ring is 399. Where's my bf >.<? Well, maybe future bf will do.

Thursday, 02 April 2009

  • Damn, I'm in love with someone's cat.

    So guess after the hurtful relationship was over, I found my new love. But my friends would worry about me, just because I'm in love with someone's cat.

     

    There she is. So irrisitable and lovely little thing.

    Do you think one picture will be enough? No way! I have another one.

     

    Here's a zoom-in look of her. Meow~^v^~

    Her little head is furry and cute. Awww, the irrisitable point keep rocketing up the sky.-Kiss kiss-

    As I have heard, she purposely did it this way to attract my attention. What a smart creature!

    P.S. Xanga has a disfavor against my cattie pictures. So, finally I have decided to use photobucket!


Wednesday, 01 April 2009

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